Tears are held inside
The nightmare I had came to life
Lies kept my scars unseen
Nearly healed but still bleeds in me
Awaken in oppressive grief
Fell in endless pit of belief
Nameless graceless incised frame
Mere sealed convict life in shame
This tale untold remains unfold
Breathless is left unloved this death
Autumn leaves of oak tree will fall
Regret is left we were misled
Just leave now you do not need to see
Witness how I embrace the rain of orchids
Petals bleeding beauty when I forget
Burning pain in chest
Swelling in deep state as unblessed
Spirits medicate my wretched soul
My heart has turned in charred coal
I am so lone, gone astray
Waiting for the words me to slay
Worthless peaceless existence
Bound in daunting reminiscence
Morrow, unseen, future, unknown
Hoping, praying, world to trust in
First rays of sun breaks free at dawn
The stream reflects love in this life
Just leave now you do not need to see
Witness how I embrace the rain of orchids
Cover my self with petals and forfeit
It’s so hard to leave, let the hope in past be as distant reveries
The light I see, brings back will, my long gone feeling
Its so hard to leave, let the hope in past be as distant reveries
The light I see, brings back will, my long gone feeling
Just leave now you do not need to see
Witness how I embrace the rain of orchids
Petals bleeding beauty, utter demise fury
When I forget