I'm here alone With my thoughts for mates I ask myself The reason of all this My mind flies far Through the sky which is getting darker As I caress the joy of freedom I'm chased by death But my soul is a sin And only god can redeem I don't care about forgiveness The wind blows cold A threatening chill runs down my spine Who am I fighting against Is it my enemy? I gaze the smile of a child In a world so wild For men without minds help me help me It's all so hard and confused But my soul is a sin And only god can redeem I don't care about forgiveness Anxiety rises I'm looking for a trace Anxiety rises I'm looking for a space Anxiety rises I'm running for the truth Anxiety rises I don't know what to do Anxiety rises because I wanna cry Anxiety rises because I wanna die Anxiety rises I'm meeting the trace Anxiety rises now I'm flying in space - free Now I don't wanna think of nothing To forget this nightmare I close my eyes and run away Becoming real with anxiety My body shakes with fear In the night that watches darkly I'm once again myself But still with venom inside