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"Such a mindless gift"

I bring you this gift of some importance

A journey through cities of pain and rivers of wonder

You need not be afraid, I'll be with you when times are dark

The lights are out, your eyes are closed, when you're not with me

I need this day, raping thoughts, epileptic emotions

Morbid dreams, to see you with me

When does one begin and one stop

Waiting for the expected tears

And where does one begin and one stop

The kaos of my thoughts in pain

All the freaks around me, I watch

I want to capture their attention

Undivided, my pain, hate, feel my misery

Sorry, an empty gesture

I sit in the rain

Drops as large as bricks

Like an ice cube in my palm

Where the nails hammered into

Crawling skin, my soul bright

I view myself in the rain

So peaceful

But lies, mostly lies trapped in a kaotic void

Of the emotion of nothing, watch me

Watch yourself, actually don't bother, don't do a thing

Just be you, for that is what you are, you

I hate myself, for that is what I am, Hatred

I shall see, hear or smell you at a later date

Take care