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I want to be elevated but gravity is weighing me down

I want to achieve excellence but limitation is keeping me bound

Such a sad order

This chaos is a futile illusion like all the rest

It goes full circle every circumstance

Pathetic desire is a forgotten memory?

I just want to be god; infinite and eternal

Would that even be enough?

I just want to be more complete and whole

At what point will it ever be enough!?

I want to be elevated but gravity is weighing me down

I want to achieve excellence but limitation is keeping me bound

I just want to become god

Infinite and eternal

I just want to be more

Complete and whole

Speculating whether or not

The only fucking answer is just another three dumb questions

Spectating the spectrum of chaos in energy and action

Ultimately, it is still a useless bliss

A paradox

I want to be nonexistent but reality is hell and I am lost in it now