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Concrete monoliths are keeping me from the fresh air

Suffocating, always freezing, always hungry

I had it all in my hands so long ago

Now if something happens to me, who can I tell?

Don't pity me, please help me

Get on my feet so I can help myself

I just lie and wish myself to death

I wake upset, to see I have not ....

Left myself no other choice but to be set free

Just as I think I'll rise again I'm kicked in the teeth

This place where I enjoyed my sins shows me no remorse

What surrounds me will now pull me head under foot

Don't pity me, please help me

Get on my feet so I can help myself

I just lie and wish myself to death

I wake upset, to see I have not LEFT THIS PLACE!!

Around my waist, tied the burden I have caused

Pockets filled with the remnants of my life

Total grief, there is no one to stop me

I close my eyes and leave the rest to gravity

Air, escapes my lungs, I open my eyes

To see my breath float away, I except death inside me

I must not deny my death, I must embrace its throes

So tell me why do I feel much more ALIVE?!

I can feel hands and fingers racing up my legs to untie my despair

I can see the faces young and old of those who've done exactly what I've done

I shed myself of all human ways as I sense more life with my "death"

A city under city, this is my new home, I will forever live within its depths!

I'll never see the hate that lives

or walk the streets in fear

I'll never breathe the air again

Thank god I am inhuman!!