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Fillled with sorrow...

Bleak inner self touched by pride

Devoured by solitude, still wrapped in time

I’m flowing with pain!

Holding myself back in suspicion...

And lingering in the dust...

The dust of my abandoned remains

Killed with the dagger of life!

Such an exquisite pride in my suffering...

Alone, all alone with the emotional streams of my soul...

So real, so pure... yet I’m left aside

Entangled in fear... without hope

I'm truly left alone

But somehow... just somehow

It feels like my loneliness is a victory

Over the self-delusion of joy... and happiness

My heart beats faster

The anguish becomes clearer

And my misanthropic view grows stronger

Living in the shadows...

So proud of being the one

But desperate...

So desperate for a helping hand

Do I really want to live this life?

I have a thousand reasons to die

And many millions of tears to cry... in silence

The human plague has emptied my life

And I curse the day I was born... to this world!

Still, no-one else I ever want to be...

And no-one else I intend to be...

’Cause no-one else I was meant to be!

I need, I want, I long for my retribution...

I need, I want, I yearn for my retribution...

I want my retribution... I want it now!

Unity; a gathering of open wounds

Of dark... of dark clean spirits...

What a dream... what a dream so distant!

Why should I... why should I be alone

When I love... when I love my brotherhood?

Shall I die... shall I die to be free

When I cry... when I cry in silence...

So please let me die in silence...

Oh my god, let me die in silence!