Years Ago I lost my soul Years ago I lost my mind Years ago they put me in a place of darkness Years ago they put me in a place of shame Years ago they pumped me full of medication Years ago they threw away the key Years ago they changed my life forever Years ago they buried stones on me I don’t want to see the demons inside of me I don’t want to know the delusions inside my soul I don’t want to cry these tears that are in my eyes I don’t want to see anything that is for real Years ago I tasted summer black Years ago my heart had an attack Years ago they told me they could help me Years ago I wish they would have left me…alone Years ago I lost my will to live Years ago I had something to give Years ago I was a gifted man Years ago my heart was red not black I don’t want to see the demons inside of me I don’t want to know the delusions inside my soul I don’t want to cry these tears that are in my eyes I don’t want to see anything that is for real