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All these fears return again

Darkening all that's in sight

Bleak winds reek of repentance

Hour of suffering has arrived

All hope has been shaded black

Accursed to no escape

Every breath is agony

Unending pain awaits

Bleeding and crawling

Trembling, through another day

Left to face my demons

As time passes away

Daylight mocks me

For I knew I was not strong

Falling further

Till my will breaks

Stark failure in all of ways

In deed and so in thought

A hopeless existence

Is all that I have got

The clock now ticks away

Suffer to survive

Undeserving of what was given

Unworthy of a life

I must writhe

In punishment

Shriek

In despair

Break

In my hell

Destroyed

My own fate

"There is nothing that can stop my undoing

This world can only watch me fall

God never laid his hand upon me

For I am a disgrace"