A handful of ashes In destiny’s hands, Eternity calls For your name in the dark, The traces of those Whom you dearly loved Are prints on the sand Of your desperate heart. You try to step in the void, To know more about The laws of the timeless, Wish to be out of the crowd, To find your own way And signs forthcoming. Time’s waiting just for no one, And neither is love – They are disappearing. And what if your way Is again a wrong one? The answers are mixed And thoughts are unclear. You still go Through barriers, The steps of yours Will not be in vain. Let it be so. And I pray To reach the goal somehow, For my way To be the right one now. Let this road Was only in my dream, Going back is not at all for me. Per aspera ad astra… You seeking the truth and longing for hope, And realizing – it’s hard to give and not to lose… Becoming a human is not at all easy, To give and to find what you wanted some day… You stumble in wishes, in ardent desires, The wishes sometimes can be leading astray… Can be leading astray… You still go Through barriers, The steps of yours Will not be in vain. Let it be so.