Here I am. Alone and dirty Trying to forget. Trying to forgive This is more than just bad luck Sometimes I hurt myself By thinking of the past Lots of forgotten love And ''never say goodbye" "Never say goodbye" and "Give me a call" Why we can't just shake our hands and go? We really need to say so many lies? I made my own bad choices And screw it all the way Searching my happiness I ruined so many days All remains the same. Remains the same It took me a long, long time to learn Happiness is not for everyone We spent our lives in search of Things we'll never find Feelings, love, sex and joy We think that we can buy it That we can't buy it Good luck with that We live in the rotting, we eat carrion We hurt ourselves and then we create a god To forgive our sins To forgive our sins What's a sin?