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Today, submerged amidst thoughts,

Immersed in the cosmic consciousness,

Seeking the non-existent “trifle”,

Among gods and pagan demons,

Meditating in an astral world,

Between light and darkness.

The wish of knowing dominating me

Rummaging where life and death are in communion.

I feel a guide in this path

But I cannot see its face,

I cannot hear its voice,

Only a slight sigh, a slight whisper,

An emotionless whisper, emotions whether human or divine.

¿Where am I? ¿Could it be the nonexistence?

¿Could it be the melting of creation and destruction?

¿Or is it just the Kriya state that leads me to this feeling?

But if this is real, ¿Where do this whispers come from?

Those that bewilder and enlighten my mind at the same time.

It’s a state I don’t want to leave,

It’s the existential ecstasies,

It is deep bliss,

It is to live in death.

Time does not exist, distance either,

What I desire materializes,

I move through thousands of worlds

And dispel in thousand words.

Cosmic illumination,

Infinite Darkness,

Nirvana,

Astral ascension.

I do not discern my soul from my mind,

I feel I am one with the matter,

To be immersed in inherent cosmos,

The end and the beginning of the journey of the seeker.

Now I understand the whispers, I know who dictates them,

It was the not-I voluntarily acting.

I did not know it dwelled in me,

I did not know its motives,

It was it who provoked me to quest,

To abandon the earthly world of the simple and mere feelings

And explore the chaotic sensation of living the not… death...

Now I know… Now I understand…

I know what I want... I know what I wish...

Today I bring myself back to life in the acausal journey of the seeker.

“Now the journey starts, though I understood the whispers this path is not clear, forms I never saw materializes and vanish in front of me. ¿Do they want me to proceed or its motive is to prevent me finding The Forbidden? ….. I will find… out”