Everyday I fall into A heavy weighing blanket Woven out of night In a glimpse between day and dawn Can I rise it up? Catch a breath? Everyday I am drowning In the desert Underneath a blinding sun Trying to get the sand Off my throat My teeth from grinding Towards a healing cold Everyday repeats into A stain of blindness I loose my point of view I need to close my eyes and hope Focus on the light Still the darkness looms Everyday I move forward A 100 000 days Everyday I am falling A 100 000 ways Eceryday I am drowning A 100 000 ways