Lying in my bed Solitude's room Waiting death Deliver me of my doom With evil in head Suicide seems good I have a knife and I have thirst for blood I can't anymore Reap lives in vain Playing god I caused much pain Yes, I feel remorse So many tears and screams Sometimes I see them In my dreams I deserve all the pain There's poison in my brain I deserve to rot in chain Before that I kill again Lying in my bed Solitude's room Waiting death Deliver me of my doom How many shallow graves I can feel remorse With my hands I made my own curse