Rotting inspiration, this harrowing decline Perfection now perfected, unhealthy balance of mind Desperate worries fester, my corroded thoughts Distancing my instincts, illusions that I sought Once the finder, once the keeper Now the loser, now the weeper Hope and freedom to you I beg Now I have met - The Lowest Ebb Loser - I tell you now Lowest Ebb - to you I beg Wasting - you kill me dead Lowest Ebb - I have met Getting high on anger, the hate enhancing drug Drifting into nothing, the grave's already dug Easier to close these eyes, now that life is numb Conjuring only hopelessness, depression's work is done Feel let down when I wake from a dream Brilliant life has now lost it's gleam Somebody help convince me that I am wrong Wasting away, kid myself I'm strong Tantrum eternal, cant grasp the real This feeling is monstrous failure, signed and sealed Nothing has worked out and nothings likely to At The Lowest Ebb, what more can I do??