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Sinking deep

In the darkest memories of mind

Surrounded by regrets

I try to find my solitude

Looking back

I remember my whole life

A dive through the endless mouth of the abyss

"I cried for all those who lost their

will to remember their past yet I forgot

the warmth of the sun, forgot the smell

of rain. Love is a shield but we choose

spears and swords. Everything is pale,

dirty, lifeless. Another dull afternoon

and I’m sure I will break free soon.

But I can’t go back, I won’t go back.

Fuck this world, let me be gone."

I become one with the soil

Sinking deeper and deeper

That feeling of melting

Like sugar in the bitterest drink

Free at last... Dead