Sinking deep in the darkest memories of mind
Surrounded by regrets I try to find my solitude
Looking back... I remember my whole life
A dive through the endless mouth of the abyss
"I cried for all those who lost their will to remember their past yet I forgot the warmth of the sun, forgot the smell of rain. Love is a shield but we choose spears and swords. Everything is pale, dirty, lifeless. Another dull afternoon and I’m sure I will break free soon. But I can’t go back, I won’t go back. fuck this world, let me be gone."
I become one with the soil
Sinking deeper and deeper
That feeling of melting
Like sugar in the bitterest drink
Free at last... Dead