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Once I was playing God crowned with deception and lunacy

"Deception and lunacy"

I used to measure the heavens

Although my soul was from hell

Now i dare not to look at myself

For me there is no cure "For me there is no impure"

I twist the truth into something so obscure

Far from profound and pure

It's true that love can change us

...But never quite enough

And I'll be goddamned

If I'm leaving here before the day I die

Oh Gods, This makes me feel so sick inside

And I still dare not to speak the truth

About the things I've tried to leave behind

Preparing for suicide

Into the void

What once was courage is now a curse

I have a clue how I'll write my Final Through the airlock without a sound so gracefully

A humble man in front of the inevitable

And I'll be goddamned

If I'm leaving here before the day I die

Oh Gods, This makes me feel so sick inside

And I still dare not to speak the truth

About the things I've tried to leave behind

Preparing for suicide

Into the void

I cannot change the past

Nor look into the future