I feel so paranoid. I feel watched all the time. Someone stalking me. I don't dare to walk outside. Don't wanna answer the phone. I can barely stay at home. I am afraid of the dark. I can't sleep at all! I've always wanted my privacy, I've always my loneliness. X2 I take drugs to calm myself, but i start to loose control. Insanity is dominating. I have always been paranoid! I am all alone. I have no friends at all. Both my parents are dead, and I don't really care. Into my madness i always falls, i don't know what to do. I feel trapped, everywhere i go.