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Looking at my past

Friends didn't last

My time ruined so fuckin fast

Once upon a time, I had many friends

We were standing side by side, in happiness and sadness

They went to their lives, to their bitches to their wives

I remember the advice, that I gave them many times

They put down their knives, they didn't have the balls

When I look at the archives, many dead they're in the skies

Many betrayed me, many drowned in the sea

Many hanged from the tree, many by the poisoned tea

If they went to their families, I had nothing to say

But they thought they're smart, but I'm from hell

There's no way, there're many things to say

This ain't a game but you have to play

See the results, it's your turn to pay

This ain't a church so don't you fucking pray

Don't forget your past and get the fuck away

Do you think you're smart? There's a payday

Are you punk? You get things with delay

This is your fall and the final decay

I'm standing alone

Looking at my past

Friends didn't last

My time ruined so damn fast

Everything's nasty, the weather is overcast

No time to forecast, friends are great cast

This is life's downfall, when you're all alone

There's no one to call, like a knife in your fuckin soul

I'm all alone, no one around me… all my friends are gone and no one's left to stand by my side