Once I was a member of the angels I trusted in the will of God While I was beholding his creation My loyalty faded away I couldn't understand why humanity Has to suffer, to starve and to die A child has to lose its mother I said oh Lord can't you hear your beings cry? But the Lord took me by the hand And said one day you will understand, that all Beauty must die, all humans must cry, from the ashes There grows a new plant But I couldn't trust in his speeches Cause anger had blocked my mind So I went down, from Heaven to Earth For to visit God's mankind I taught them the natural laws Showed them how they can soothe their pain But I didn't calculate the consequences Sorry master, I am to blame They were good students And they had learned To count in numbers And night had returned Awful winds now rule the Earth Now pain is stronger Then it has ever been before The strangest prophets Come to preach their fantasies It's getting dangerous When too many listen - to I hope one day I can go back to heaven When wisdom has reached the Earth And the Father will forgive me with open arms And forgive my inquisitive soul But on Earth there is still no consciousness For solutions and holistic thinking They still want to have explanations So I try to do my best Cause they did not understand That sometimes flowers grow in desert sand That all beauty must die, all humans must cry In the ashes there is the redemption