Cross the borders, realize you're weak and numb I'm done with the fire, done with the torture I shall live in my own kingdom Trapped in this treacherous cause The way out. In my eyes The last day, I'm counting off My new existence will rise Nothing will stay and nothing gets better My life determined It cycles an endless paradox Forging - my sacred hell Forcing - my consciousness Fm a sane man, I know my insanity So don't try to shut me down Suffering overwhelms my emotions The cruel revelation of death Why am I the one belonging to a dying world Shut down the voices in my head Control the choking feeling I'm getting sick again The world stopped spinning No, I can't steer myself I'm lost inside my own world I see them disappearing, fade away from me Where are all the others? They left me alone I'm stranded, broken, neat but socially crippled Now, I've reached my own kingdom Master life the way I want Keep struggling and failing But nothing cares me anymore Maybe someday I shall be dead But till then I'll seize the day