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Darling stop confusing me

with you wishful thinking

hopeful embraces

don`t you understand

I have to go through this

I belong to here where

no one cares and no one loves

no light, no air to live in

a place called hate

the city of fear

I dream dead it stops hurting

I dream dead and hurting stops

It`s sometimes like sleeping

curling up inside

my private tortures

I nestle into pain

hug suffering

caress every ache

I dream dead

it stops hurting