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Hate the fucking scrutiny

Of these condescending eyes

Gazing maliciously upon life

Choking out joy like a weed at it's roots

Ages it's been since a truthful smile formed on these lips

Every act of sympathy and kindness a damn lie

Hatred for it all

I await the day this hell die

Awful world beating me down

Fighting back against it's armies

I stand alone , all alone on this battleground

Waging an eternal war, and I'm always outnumbered

Isolation eternally raging

Inside my mind I scream chants of hate

While no expressions form on my face

My eyes, the reflection of the soul

Always bitter and dark

Hidden away seeking tomblike silence

Entraped in my crypt

Peace has come as catatonia absorbs me

And I exist now forever in torment

Inside my cold lamenting self