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Iced booze no longer my ruse

Joint burnt like a fuse

The numbness reaches for me

I no longer see

Giving me anxiety

Fuck sobriety

In my self induced abyss

Need to take a piss

An every night ritual

The pain is habitual

These days I’m getting more lost

Spare the flak lemme get crossed

As I descend to new lows

Feeling thousand blows

This addiction I have built

Smotherin' like a quilt

No mans land, nothing to gain

Feeling all my pain

I try to find what’s to tell

Just my soul to sell

An every night ritual

The pain is habitual

These days I'm getting more lost

Spare the flak lemme get crossed