In the 16-th day of fierce october Dead leaves whirl into the cold room All this is ended. My war is over and my life seems filled with gloom I said goodbye to all my hopes What's left behind I shall not find the rain of yester tears still falls And death'll bring freedom to my mind My headaches grow How many days I cried Which way to go How many times I died So many days I searched, So many ways I am doubtful What I oughta do Does no god hear when I pray? And my worst dreams come true (Repeat 2nd Verse) Insufferable excruciating pain Irremediable despair paralysed my brain In the beginning of the end I want to stay here With my hurt lonesome road makes many bends And I cannot ease my lot desolate To live is to suffer desperate To suffer is to live My headaches grow How many days I cried Which way to go How many times I died