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I feel so sad

with my existence

I'm sick with this

suicide illusions

inside my head

when I can't find my way

crying out in torment

this place of horror

cut my freedoms down

frustation deep inside

unspeakable act

with knife... I cut

My neck.... atrocious

stay sick, first step to my death

let me taste more pain

before, I say goodbye to my world

bleeding bodies

blood in my face

coma of soul

flesh impaled

atrocious behaviour

death is my vision

black rain.... follow me

graven image

darkness warm me