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self loathing

sifting through everything

blinded by hatred

the mirror shows my enemy

breathing , not living

inhaling all this shame

countless addictions

screaming out for eager veins

this prison made of flesh

leaves no escape, only in death

the craving pulsating through my veins

reality seems nothing more

than a lucid dream.

nothing more

denial

has blinded my senses

pleading!! stumbling on emptiness

failing in every attempt to prevail

distract, save me from the living

their beliefs make them suffer

react, return what has been given

i no longer believe in the sane

breathing , not living

inhaling all this shame

countless addictions

screaming out for eager veins

for eager veins