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I have no desire to do or continue on

Day by day I forsake myself taken slowly by grief

So stupid and selfish these choices haunt me

The obvious decision before me

is obstructed by mal existence

I rest in the palms of life

waiting to be dropped at any minute

hoping for the hopeless cause

I'm tossed and turned through these sleepless nightmares

Turmoil and sober I feel nothing

This ship is sinking

Don't save it

Throw me over my breaking point

Can't help someone lost at sea

fated to their final destiny

Watch them float or watch them sink

Drifting freely I'm parting ways

Clear from the wreckage, hours turn to days

Drowning in horrors, too mindless to pray

Horizons Vanish turns to the dark

This free drift maze pulls me apart

Devine or not, I disembark

A new journey I hope to flee

These old majesties corrupt as can be

Cannot use me when lost at sea

Numb my limbs

Sink me down

to the abyss

Free at last

Take pressure off my chest

Free these thoughts

From within

Disembark on this journey

into the depths

to flourish at last