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The insanity spreads out of me

The devil's rejected fall upon me

Caught in eternal monotony

The approach of joy suffocates

A new beginning for the weak

Sickened ways to deeper depression

Nothing changes

I lose the hold on the fairway of my life

And head back into the ruins

Again and again

I disdain you!

Hell awaits me

But the angels won't cry

Please forgive me

For the Things i have done in my fucking life

A voice pounds in my head

You are too old for that bullshit

Steer your life in ordered ways

And don't waste still more time

I disdain me...