Useless, locked away Left to die, suffer in pain Time is like torture, everyday the same Addiction has me scathing Can't focus on the cut and dry Waiting for a revise Am I trapped in happenstance or will I evade I cannot go on living this way Don't know how else to live Life is nothing but suffering Everyday is torture Just being is enough, hate is too much Empathy is a burden feelings reflect like fractals, in a riptide When i am finally gone, I can rest in peace No more pain for me when I am beyond the living