I burn alone and I burn alive Consumed by the void, crushed by my lies As I searched for harmony I found chaos inside My soul turns into ash, my body a shell overwhelmed by guilt Lies fill my throat with nails dealing damage inside I corrupt myself building illusions in front of my eyes Can't rest, the mind is not a place to hide Darkness dwells in this place of torment I can't live but I don't want to die A frozen heart all what remains A hollow chest ready to disconnect from this realm It’s not like before and will be never again I can't fight this demon ’cause I can't fight myself Is this the last time I’ll watch the stars The firmament seems endless and dark Time is supposed to heal but the wounds are open wide There is no sound, there is no light I fear facing you, it's better to stay away Unchain me from these memories It's better to forget than living im pain Thy arms - denial of death - holding me safe Can't escape the grip of sorrow A weakened soul can never be salvaged If there is love why I'm devoured by hate Paralyzed while time is running Need to move on but there's no keys to these chains Is this my end or just another moment in fear You erased all light from my life Now I'm ash in the wind Oh Sheol All paths lead to you I'm here in the ruins of my life All paths lead to hell It's not like before and will be never again I stopped fighting the demons It's time to join them Take me back to the bones of my ancestors I can't live but I don't want to die Once drowned in light now I wander blind I can't live but I don't want to die I will return from ash, I will become new The infernal flame rekindled my soul I found harmony within the chaos inside The ash borne soul refilled the shell once punished by guilt I learned to live with the scars dealt by the nails Blinded by the lights - had opened my mind Start to rest, found peace within my mind In this ocean of darkness I can escape the torment once resided The frozen heart no longer remains The hollow chest no longer bound to this realm Not much love, still so much hatred inside I start to forget what shouldn't exist in my weakened soul I am empty as I am whole Blind and peaceful - oh home oh Sheol I became one with the darkness, the void consumed me whole I became one with the demons I am finally one