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Ignore the hunger

I hide the pain

The rain and thunder

Are back again

Swallow every feeling until I lose my name

Bury all the questions circling in my brain

Exhale into silence where nothing feels the same

Fade into the outline of a life I can't explain

Ignore the thunder

Hide from the rain

All I wish for is to feel again

Erase myself in waiting for reasons not to ache

Breathing becomes a habit

Thinking feels like I break

Dissolving feels like mercy when I face what remains

Living feels like a sentence

I don't want to wake

Ignore the hunger

I hide the pain

The rain and thunder

Are back again

Ignore the thunder

Hide from the rain

All I wish for is to feel again

I grief

I mourn

I wish i'd never been born

I mourn

I grief

This suspension of disbelief

Ignore the hunger

I hide the pain

The rain and thunder

Are back again

Ignore the thunder

Hide from the rain

All I wish for is to feel nothing