Who am I, If not the star. Not the man you thought that I should be. ill begotten, Not forgotten. Eye to eye, we’ll never see. And sometimes, I cry & I don’t know why. I see you, I feel you. You leave me a Letdown. And that’s the story. The story I’m sticking to. That’s the take. The Letdown from me to you. I will not stray from the plan that god set. You judge me for the life that I lead. The choices I made on deaf ears forbade. Thank you for not breaking my precious heart. I didn’t need you now from the start. And the train, And the train, rolls on. All my life I have waited to become something more than my father did. And so it goes, the train, it rolls on & no one understands or hears your mindless cries. Why must I ask for forgiveness. A life that I did not ask to live. A joker, A jester. My fist to your face. I walk alone. A life of my own. You let me down. I leave you a Letdown.