Those walls! Asylum! Asylum! Around me. Asylum! Asylum! Where am I? I am mad. I am sick and twisted. Help! The window’s bars are for real. Real! I can’t get out of it. Drugs or medicine? Torturer? Protector? I am confused. Blurry visions of truth and lie. Is reality fake or I am? Punish me for impure thoughts I had. Or maybe you’re just part of my sick mind… Doubt. Self-hate. Chained to this bed. Asylum! Asylum! Chained to this life. Asylum! I won’t leave this asylum! Lost. The monster is inside me. He lives. I’m the reason why everything sucks. No hope. Nothing. I ruined my own life. Coward! I see myself as a miserable human living among ruins, as all of this was imposed to me when I’m the one guilty. Fuck you and me.