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Child’s faith took its time to wane, but it did

With a few right questions

From thereon I went without God

Yet unfulfilled and in search for answers

Soul-void vacuumed dirt and lies

Ignorance intensified

Became an easy prey for the self-proclaimed

Preacher men for enlightenment

“Son, witness the absolute shine from within

Float — turn off your mind

Succumb to love and you will never be alone

The one is now many in its need to nurture and explore,

while an infinity remains hidden inside you”

But…

What if I’ve gone astray?

What if Lila, which I play in

Is only a fool’s game?

What if I’ve gone astray?

What if Lila, which I play in

Is just me deceiving me?

Faith took time to wane, but it did

With a few right questions

Still — Unfulfilled and in search for answers

A meaning for life — A meaning for my life

An endless loop of dying stars

A meaning for life — Just a meaning for my life

Godhead’s demented self-love