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Seen with billions of eyes

With No hope to ever journey inside

Touched only with imagination

And over time grown to despise

Daydreams spent stargazing

Adult body with a childs mind

Innocence is not forgotten

Everyday losing money and time

Will I ever reach beyond these skies?

Can you not see the ache deep in my eyes?

I am alone here

Atop the throne in my mind

Where I disintigrate fear

And psychic chains I unbind

I can see something just there in the distance

Like the sun lifting over the horizon

The broken pieces of yesterday

Will melt into the cosmic seas

Whos to say what is fair?

I just cannot stop dreaming of what might be out there

No, my time will come

Technology is advancing

I am still young

At hope I am glancing

Is it all delusion?

My dreams, must I curse?

Its just hard to put trust

Into inevitable hurt

The opposition is failing

My eyes crack like glass behind the wall

Franticly scraping in dark space

Knowing they will never see anything at all

Im just dreaming up curses

It does not mater what I feel in this moment

I know that it wont last forever

I just cant uncomplicate the fact that

I was raised to put my faith into "never"

So I curse myself and deny my own dreams

Im holding the knife that is making me bleed

I play dumb but know exaclty what it means

Laughing on the outside, internally I scream

Zero probability within my life time

Im just dreaming up curses

Acclimating to the inverses