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Entering thy shadows

In claustrophobia reside

To despair envelopment

Feeling the perishing gaze of solemn eyes

Exposure to their cravings

Cravings of life force, the essence of thy being

The maddening

It is beginning to be felt upon the fabric of sanity

Piercing and peeling away

Thy frail sanity forsaken

An incision into the deep bleakness

Endless nothingness awaken

The crevices of untold fathoms unmasked

To darkest recesses of human nature caress

All hope of normality torn

From beneath silent footsteps

Bequeathing knowledge of my loss

I have thought for so long

Containing my darkest desires

In solitude led astray

In despair and suffering

I find solemn enlightenment

Enraptured in vileness - It doth manifest forth

In submission, this must be repressed

I fear I cannot hold it for long

To unleash the inner demon

Emotions pushed aside with the eruption forth

Self-loathing that is uncontrollable

I have tried, unsuccessfully still

The anger is consuming me entirely

Utterly consumed - A cleansing disease

The force which is unleashed is awe inspiring

A frenzy of malicious hate - A mastery of decease

A physical manifestation of my darkest will

The form it takes is so beautiful

And yet I am content

Dark purity

Transgression states

I have let loose a foulness that cannot be undone

The murky waters of bitterness run

A physical manifestation of the purest evils

The form it takes is so beautiful

And yet I am content