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This light is too bright to see Is this real or a another dream?

Can't tell the difference no more I've been out for way too long

This dreadful feeling inside sobered up hung out to dry

Contemplating the choices made am I just way too late

To live

To have purpose

in this world gone to shit

Cutting ties,

breaking bonds

that remind you

of what once was

burning bridges

of the past

steering closer

to the edge

Oh no

Oh fuck

My worlds comes crumbling down

Oh no, Oh fuck what have I become (what have I done)

The only way to numb the pain was to intoxicate

Wiping away the memories both good and bad

But none of these chemicals will fill the void I have

To live

have a purpose

in this world gone to shit

Ego deconstructing

victim mindset

tortured twisted

self defeatist

small and shrinking

overthinking,

undermining

your own worth

Quit or die

Fight to live

Break the cycle

Heal within

Quit or die

Fight to live

Break the cycle

Heal within

Now!