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Feels like I’ve been lost in a dream

Admit my grip is weak on every single thing that’s close to me.

These Bitter thoughts spread like a disease

Warm horizons poisoned by a cold reality

All my life spent searching for the answers I’d never find and I’m just

Draining all my passion trying to travel back to different times

It’s always the future thats weighing heavy on my mind

I could escape the pain if I can just obtain another life

Visions I’ve seen before

I don’t have the strength to open that door

The shadows of desire overcast

Another life from the one I used to have

Identity rusts and then corrodes

Been dragging all my past lives down a desolate stretch of lonesome roads

Behind these eyes I decompose

Just Going through the motions til I’m ready to explode

The envy that I carry makes me sick of myself

I’m begging for some peace of mind or anything that could try to help

A constant obsession to put my life on a shelf

The truth is harsh but doesn’t seem to scar anyone else

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Soon I’ll find the truth and it’ll guide me down a path

Hopefully one well lit where I can probably grin and laugh

If my legs begin to give way and I find myself stuck

By then I’m in a better place to know not to give a fuck

Assume the power

To fight back

No complacency, don’t cut em any slack

Kick ‘em back to hell

And pray tell

How the fuck the shadows still try and ravage my soul