Sometimes the black water of my soul, floods my ability to think clear, I try to stop it, I wanna use my mind instead of loose my mind… So embarrassed every time So sorry for all the times it spun out of control A river of cursed water, discharges all reason Murky hands drag me towards endless rage Floods my soul with violence and deformity Envy and intolerance shows its ugly head -Dam up this darkness Wish I could control myself and walk away Tried to explain it and banish this malevolence This self damnation is forever mine heart pounds, clenched fist im ready to explode -Ready to explode River of darkness The water taints all I want to be River of darkness Please save me from myself