The venom inside turned me into the enemy. Turned into what I hate, my apathy got the best of me. Blood boiled and lost my way! I never thought I'd be the one to blame, have to live with constant shame and verything that I put inside just to feel numb. I tried to escape, push it away, tried to hide the venom inside. I tried to escape, push it away, tried to hide the venom inside. This was nothing but moral abuse, guess I just needed something new. What could I gain from solitude or acting like a fool? I tried to escape, push it away, tried to hide the venom inside. I tried to escape, push it away, tried to hide the venom inside. Disconnected, apathetic, it's so pathetic to be this frantic. I needed help, I needed help like methadone for an addict. I tried to escape, push it away, tried to hide the venom inside. I tried to escape, push it away, tried to hide the venom inside.