I feel as if I have been dreaming. I am confused as to how I got here. One minute, I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death. Then there was you, you opened me to a different light. The path you lead me down was priceless. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I have been puking with regret. I found myself again and although we were apart. I managed to move on, something was still missing. I made me sick, far too familiar. I needed you once again, maybe now I can change. Maybe now I can change. With one quick glance it was stripped from me. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. Maybe now I can secure my lumps. Maybe now I can secure my lumps. Maybe now I can secure my lumps. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed.