I've always searched for an answer for my convictions A troubled mind at 15 Demonic visions I saw you raped and beaten Who the hell is this monster that surounds my brain ? I try to make some sense of this Try to break this mold Divination a power I wish I did not have Now I wake with sweat and bood Scars of you dad Choke I wake from this nightmare To find it's the truth Tell me now father What did we do ? I'll never understand your actions Never speak to you Don't try and correct your mistakes Never trust in you Fake fucker Fake father die