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descending

relenting

it’s darkness, descent to zero

everything seems distant and grey

decay of my self-consciousness

i can’t bare disintegration

i can’t cope with this torment

overwhelming, destroying pain

this is the end of my existence

hell of my sickness is driving me mad

lowest of the low, obsolete

drowning in shit, eating the dirt

there is no cure for this disease

death seems to be the only way out

too much for me to bare on my back

it has to be all sacrificed

terrible burden weakens my body

terrible burden destroys my mind

my mind

sanity

is fading away

no sanctity

there is only death

death