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Maximum somatization degree

Intoxication induced psychotic hysteria

Intravenous amphetamine overdose

Cognitive notions disorder, circulatory collapse

Anxiety prevails to pain

I phagocyte myself violently

Ingesting my own organs

Severe jaw contractions while extracting the blood vessels

I feed myself back with my intoxicated blood

Spiral of an unsustainable delirium

Cerebral dopamine receptor blockade

My nervous system is reaching its capacity limit

A new dose requirement to avoid the pain

Intense fervor to consume my own flesh

Visceral convulsions, hormonal starvation

Voraciously hyperactive degeneracy

Each compulsion gets me closer to the end of my ordeal

Deep into this rampant self-mutilating behavior

A torment of contradictory excitements takes my minds control

Unable to coordinate my extremities

I pass out still unsatisfied

I lie on the ground disemboweled

Impotent to new stimulations

Abandoned to emaciation

As the narcotic effects cease

I start to feel the stabs like a growing itchy sensation

Pain comes with abstinence

Culminating in an incommensurate agony