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Antisocialized by too much socializing,

torn apart by the machines we built ourselves,

mindless occupations, that feel like tranquilizing,

and in the presence of the anything

we urge for something else.

I seek distraction from reality,

for reality distracts me from what's real.

I need recess of emotionality,

because emotions kept commanding what I feel.

I take a step aside, where I behold my footprints,

and in my back I hear the flock moving on.

Embrace my inner chaos amidst the dull disturbance,

it only takes a single breath

to memorize to breathe anon.

I seek distraction from reality,

for reality distracts me from what's real.

I need recess of emotionality,

because emotions kept commanding what I feel.

I move away in silence

just to hear my own voice.

I wander into darkness

just to light my own fire.

Stop to care about the future

and seize to grieve over the past!

I left my thougts so far behind

that from the distance I can see

what I was thinking at last.