And I'll be the fucking epitome of everything that you have ever hated. I've never felt so lifeless and cold, an endless torment. Feasting on hatred and resentment I spew forth lies to rip apart your every waking dream. You're right, you know, that every thread of hope you sew will be torn apart. I wish I'd never met you is all you had to say to ruin this peaceful life. I am so dead inside that I can't even feel the skin ripping apart. Wake from this dream to find out you've been left alive. Persistence is becoming futile and it seems that the only solution is to jump head first off the I-5 bridge.