Begrudged of my pleasures, my sins To lead my life so serene Adrift in seas so tranquil And I question my fate In my quest to become colourless, I feel it .... Exhaulting my eyes with I wonder why, I wonder why Once more my feelings have succeeded in confusing me ... My love in a stream of compulsion Whether or not I'm dead I have no idea My current mood must resemble twilight so grey Question marks constantly arrest my persona I damn thoughts with my own piercing blade (sarcastically) I wonder why I'm so tranquil, but it makes me bleed Staring at the woods so bare naked And I'm wondering, yeah I'm wondering And I'm thinking, I wonder why, the calmness Coldness tears through my soul