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If I believed in signs

I’d believe in this one

Betrayed!

Once again I’ve been betrayed

By a traitor.

Scum!

That’s what I have become

To the world.

Lost!

All sense of purpose lost

I’m so lost

Revenge!

I will have my revenge

In the end

The taste of blood

Fuels my rage

My vengeance

Will be upon you!

Forever!

Conspiracy!

To fuck with my mind

All around

I’m not sound

Deceit!

How can I believe in anything

But deceit?

Sanity!

Offered on the altar of jealousy

Nothing left

Deception!

Gives way to determinism

Cynicism victorious

This is what we’re born into

This is where we must take our lives

(chorus)

So once again you begin anew

Another ending reserved just for you

All the remorse

Another cycle run its course

None of the redemption

Nor real salvation

Let go of your pain

All the thoughts slain

All towers will fall

All beginnings must die!

To survive

I’ll learn to hate

Reality

There is no escaping reality

We’re all trapped

Hollow

Carved to the flesh inside

The hollow point

I’m not alone

Though all I know broke

long ago

I have my company

The reaper and king alcohol

Cut the red wings

Shed the scalded skin

I have crucified my demons!

Fate!

I will succumb to my fate

No choice

Defeat!

All I feel is defeat

And disgust

Faith!

I’ve lost my faith in everything

Even in pity

Enemy!

There is no enemy

No god no satan just myself

Ran out of rage

No more blood

No vengeance

Will ever be mine!