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smiles received without ever turning the light back on

trial/deceit, why does everyone think that i am just so dumb

transparent life i tied back for you, i cannot sustain

the blank page hallowed in me, in darkness i pray

stricken down by the most ungrateful masters

led to believe i am simply a bastard

led to believe that there's something of worth in me

dead from disease after you took what's worth from me

sleeping in hell in quiet pain while i plead for thee

slaving, i crave to find the hole from which you came

surely enough you were never born this way

this is the first night of many i've spent insane

black heart that fissured you took it as a vacancy

to install the demons that plague my memory

blackness i saw, the night you spit the blame on me

is this all that they do?

miles away and left in purple waves to faulter

will you open the doors or close them for the better?

will you shed your skin in Fall and leave forever?

let us not speak but flow with discrepancy

we cannot share this world, it wasn't meant for me

i thought of the blood and poisonous treachery

begone, of this plane